Today I feel blank. Blah. Yucky. All I can do is think of all the things I want to do but feel unable, unmotivated, useless to do them. Got an email about the annual guild meeting and it’s tomorrow night and I think I should go but the thought makes me cringe because I have to actually do it. Oh why can’t I just feel up and energetic all the time. Maybe I’ll just wait and see how I feel tomorrow; I have to open at work. Maybe I’ll want to go. I think I’ll go make a list of all the things I need to do. Feeling organized makes me feel better. And “Lost” is on tonight. And I have 4 days off coming up, one of them being Super Bowl. Ok.